I am bird but I cannot fly.
I am experiencing a phase of my life where I cannot just do anything alone. everyday life has suddenly become so hard to live like I did before. As soon as I am leaving home and I find myself in a place where I realize I am alone I get scared and I feel a strong impulse of running away. Catching the metro train to the city has been the hardest thing I have ever done. I can only feel relieved when I am next to somebody that I can talk to. I can only feel relieved when I am walking outside and I feel the presence of the nature around me. I know it's all in my mind but can somebody please tell me how to make it go away from there?TAMMIKUU means january in finnish - which means on saturday I am going to turn 24.